its the second week of the holiday and im getting really bored.i never really enjoy it tat much as i nvr really do well for my examinations nt wad i expected laa..its like if i were to do well then i wil have a good,nice holiday.its like when i want to do sth fun i would ask do i really deserve tiz? and when i cant push it like sleeping at mamiiis places.i would juz like layankn aje.. haish. boring uh at singapore.dad planned to go bandung dno jadi ant laa coz dad says tat $140 is equivalent to 1 million rupees of course.haha.so its cheap.tu pon nt sure.haiyoyo..BORING!!

And right now i'm listening to jiwangs and of course rembering "our past".haish..wish we could be together again for the last time.looking at all the receipts where all the places we have went.all the excitements and enjoyments we had.and POOF! all GONE directly to the thin air..and all because of my egoness.damn! i hate my egoness.baby,if ure reading tiz,im really really sorry for what has happen.although a few days bck u logged in my msn acct and said tat i had a replacement? and got angry for no apparent reason.but why? do yu still love me?and no i will nvr have a replacement as my whole heart only has you and no one else.furthermore we broke up due to my stubborness..im sorry baby.i really am.=(.there has nt been a day i have not thought about you.if we cn make it up someday i would promise i will not repeat my mistakes again.i promise. i have not stop counting the days since we last broke off.total up its going to be 1yr 2mths and 22 days.although its long or u have forgotten bout me i will still be counting till my last breath.i love you boy.=)im ending it here. till then..

GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE