Thursday, October 8, 2009 1:08 AM

out of nowhere im blogging because..
im thinking of sth and cant find anywhere to take it out to.
hehe
oh god..
n levels are like ending soon and i really hope i can take o levels.
without o levels im nothing man.
seriously..
haiss..
im missing someone so much right now.
the guilty feeling that ive done sth behind ure back. making u suffer waiting for my calls when i dint called.im sorry.i dont think we can continue this.u call it love.but i call it bullshit! i want to come clean.and ive promised that. i will when we meet.
till then i have to be patient cause its gonna hurt you.i dont like coming clean on the phone cause i wanna see ur reaction.yes i did love u once but only once.after waiting for so long u came back then the feeling came back but then the things i have done is never gonna make you or me happy.its gonna hurt a thousand stabs. im just putting on a mask. cant you tell far away love?





oh well..
im gonna be back with the past two months things ive done and let me tell you guys its full of emotions and its gonna be a fking long post!


i miss that kiss.i hope i will see you again.
although u find me irritating,i hope u did that when ure sober and not drunk.
because i know u and me can work out.like real..
haha.
aminah is dreaming....lalalalalalala