Sunday, December 6, 2009 12:14 AM

why does nobody understands me?
am i that difficult to understand?!
im so angry that i can kill somebody right now.
i really need to get counselling
im always in a mess. i feel that theres really something wrong with me. all my friends says im all right but i dont think so. i feel like im missing an organ in my body or maybe worse!
i really want to know what. i feel like my thinking is so young that i cannot take any setbacks. im having stress and i hate it. i dont like the feeling at all. its so uneasy. i want to be wild and free until i can feel the sun.

alnin says forgive and forget. what is there to forgive and forget?
i dont get it but i really have to learn to let go.
letting go isnt easy but i will try maybe a good night sleep will be good for me.

right now im having stomach cramps. its real bad.
and its confirm not my periods because im over and done with like a week ago but probably its coming again due to my stressed. and i will not be shocked if my period come again for a visit because it happened before.in pain..erghh...

got my hair done today. something different bored of ponytails.
its a bob.weeee..cant wait to go out and show it to the others.

PERTH IS CONFIRMED!
Departing on the 28 december and Arriving on the 7 january.
a ten night trip that will assure to take my mind off things! things that are supposed to be thought about!