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Sunday, November 30, 2008 1:15 AM
im really in love... oh god the feeling when he pat his hands on my face,hugged me and lie his chin on my head make me had a sleepless night! and i really mean it okehh.. om my gosh im so bloody in love with this guy laa.. only god and some of my frens knew about my feelings la. heee.... =))))) todaayy.. WORK! ok i swear it sUCK! i hate working in a crowded enviroment and noisy somemore with ppl shouting with bell ringings..oh godd.. juz feel like quitting lorr..but...becos of $$$ i stayed..hee.. and im left with 1 nite b4 i leaves my loves one behind. the ppl as follows. -ilana darlinngg -shakina -boiboi2 -lydia -*him* -ben -yong rong -alnin -baby anne -lynn -and many many more... thats all for todayy.. love u all mann... mwah mwah i really hope i go and return safely la horr.. hee..
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 5:54 AM
am i in love or is it juz a crush? idk how to tell you how much i love you as the day passes by. my love towards you is growing stronger nad stonger day by day. my love towards you is very different; its been a long time since i had tiz feeling as i have keep to myself and its difficult for me to hold it. i juz wanted u to know how much i love you and my feelings towards you which i noe its impossible when theres a saying anythng is possible. i have always think of our relationship base on tis song 'crush' by david archuleta. its really true. ''has it ever crossed ur mind; when we are hangin,spending time boy,are we just friends? is there more? is there more?'' i nearly expressed my feelings towards you today due to the depressing moments when im left alone with my phone i really need you boy by my side. whenever i hear tat u were with some others girls;i would get very worked up and ask a million questions who siaa??! what she want ??!.etc,etc... when im nth to you.but..its juz my love towards you juz making me crazy day by day, pls boy. make me forget you for good. i still rmbr the day when u confided in me.u pad my head.held my hand and ask me y am is o stressed and learnt a new word called ' hen sing ku ' from you i fed you. and got angry and worked up for nt letting me know tat u r leaving. how do i forget you when you r in my heart. nt seeing u a day juz doesnt completes my day. ='( no matter all the laughter i had it just dint completes my day cos i need u there by my side. watching me laugh talkin to me. making me laugh like a mad woman. i want all those days bck! pls i really need you by my side. y cant u tell that i love you huh? u blind? or are you juz ignoring me cos u noe its impossible between us. tell me boy. TELL ME!! i need to noe from ur mouth! ''why do i keep running away from the truth? all i ever think is about you you got me hypnotized, so mesmerized and ive just got to know'' omg!! pls help! haishh.. the world is just being very bad to me. =(
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 5:36 AM
I HATE MY ELDER BROTHER !!  it has been like a long time since i got angry with my own family for a very long time la. and my angry is like really annggrryy okehh.. wahHH fuckK sia.. its like i went out at 1 plus in the morning juz now and came bck at 4 la. and its like whenever he came bck before us he would be mean to lock the door up purposely wan.. because he noe we dont have the door keyy and that leads to my parents opening the door up for us.and us is me and lil sis. so when we came bck as per normal he locked the door.and my father open it. and there goes my fucking bro came and knock my lil sis head for accompanying where ever i go.its like WTF?? k that part i alr like angry wonder y must he do such a thing as he dont dare to do me as he know i will fight bck want.. asshole! that one nvm . then he started saying that this uncle was telling my bro bout me. fucckingg uncle uncle chao cheebye!! mouth cnnt shutt upp kannina fucking busybody!! he said that i was packing cig like a guy la,nt sweet for a girl to smoke dwnstairs la.and somemore wad fuck laa hor. coincidence that day when the FUCKINGG BUSYBODY UNCLE was there which was at the kopitiam where i was also with ilana,boi2,ben,greggory,and alnin was there to like have some drinks laa..normal wadd..then out of blue saw hang kang with the bike.and the bike is super stupidd lorr..its a pocket bike and nt forgetting ah huang and company was also there.its like we were laughin all the wayy when ah huang was makin jokes boud the pocket bike and dint know that someone is eyeing on us so closely.. anyway wads wrg with smoking? this parents all simply do nt want their children to smoke especially the daughters as they dont want to lose face.right mummy?? i wish i could juz tell my mum that im a smoker and thats it! just accept the fact that ur daughter is smoking laa.. until when i want to hide also i dunno.. its so obvious im a smoker.haishhh.. fuckingg angry lehh...u noee ant?? arrrgghhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!! im a smoker mummy im a smoker mummy im a smoker mummy YES! IM A SMOKER !! ANY PROBLEMS?? CAN U ACCEPT THAT UR DAUGHTER IS A SMOKER???!! ASSHOLE!! 
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 12:13 AM
 well..what am i supposed to say.. hmm.. well im actually feeling dwn now. wondering y ppl always have wicked minds.. u noe when someone noes that u r lying and when the person ask u if u r lying or nt and u answer is no.isnt that awkward??! haishh..how shall i put this? i simply hate the human world la.. if there are no rumours there will be gossips.if there are no laughter there will be sadness. haishh..world..world.. why is it being unfair to me? where have i gone wrg? what have i done wrg? i dont deserve the punishment that u r giving me. they are more bad ppl out there y of all must it be me?? todayy.. woke up at 330. cnt sleep for the whole night thanks to one fcuking guy! i meant good u meant bad! whose fault? ur fault asshole! slept at 6+ going 7 arhh.. thanks alot arh ehh.. ฉัน ความรังเกียจ ไอ้หนู then at 430 met darlinngg ilanaa.. hee.. then... decided to call my EX! OMG!! i really miss him like hell lorr.. i heard his voice and melted... and he is perth aite! wish i could turn back time and nvr be an ass to my bf.. haa.. then at 7+ ben and gang came dwn.. make me like damn irritated la.. haiyyoo feel like killing them.. then.. at 10 sharp! sister suprised me with western food my favorite mann... haha damn full lorr.. and noww.. meetingg ilanaa again. ghee..
Monday, November 3, 2008 3:09 PM
 me acting well when im nt!haha. k im bored aite. its been 6 days with my chicken pox and six days of nt eating at all.. believe? haha its true mann. i cant eat or i will be scratching like a monkey ! quarantine at home is so sucky okehh... wonder how long more should i go through this bad luck ? haishh.. and guess wad... I NEED A JOB !!! AND I NEED IT BADLY OKEHH... omg... cn go crazy... no casH means no eating expensive food which i loveee and cnnt let go andddd obviously no ShOpPInG ! arrghh.. someone please if u drop by to read tiz and u have a job please do let me know okehh...=)) till thenn.. l0ts of l0vee.. |
the girl who learnt  mint eighteen i hate liars.simply cant stand them i smoke.i drink.i dance.i study.i work.
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