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Thursday, January 29, 2009 12:01 AM
 i miss nisha!butt i miss my daughter more la... aiyoo.. wonder if she misses me? haha i wonder does she noe the meaning of miss ant? ghee.. dumb quest! saw tiz lil cute lil birdy bird.decided to carry it and amazing part it doesnt wants to let go of me,intresting part-fucking cute and fucking noisy. i swear.lol but its super cute. got pic but lazy upload.haa the bird totally entertain me the whole day. chirping and asking it to shutt upp was really such a waste of breath! thenn came along the parents.the parents super skinny lorr.. and the child so cute and fatt. fatt ass i called it until dont want to fly off from my finger even the parents arnd lehh. haha decided to let it off .before letting me off give me souveneir arh. guess wad? shit arh! nice hor! i noe and im tryin to love it! thanks birdy.=) so tried my luck today to buy 4D but dint tiok. wad a waste. thought kena shit got blessing skali...aiyaa.. hard to say laa.. thenn hor lied to mum lehh say go tuition but in the end dint.haha slack with kin and ilana .tell them boud my fucking experiences until felt nauseous. haa.. till then loves;
Monday, January 19, 2009 9:24 PM
sch as usual. pain in the ass afternoon group study went well until early evening. wad shud i say..hmm..FUCK! tats the word! decided to prank a friend of mine then prank alr. wahh..si beh song.. all old stories which i dont undastand all come out.thanks alot ah eh. pukimak kau ah eh sial sume tolak kat aku be aku jadi sasaran. made an agreement with myself today that i will nt bother boud anyone anymore as said by ilana i love shouting and etc.bud noe wad?,from today onwards there will be no more shouting,no more advice,no more scoldings,juz nth la. that way is the best la hor..keep quiet and juz do my fucking stuffs alone. anyway i did all that bcos i simply want the bestest for everyone and i did it for no fcuking reason.ok maybe im abit too loud at times.but heyy!! u shud noe my family background wad. its all the shouting kind. so wad am i supposed to be? soft? asshole! 7-8 pages of msg repeating about the past come on la its all grudges. SIMPLY GRUDGES! mother fucker u dont like me the way i am say la. keep keep until sth happened then spill everything out. fucking heart pain. so ppl if u notice that im change tis is the reason why.. show care to others but take it forgranted. i learnt it mann.. thanks alot. im no more gonna be the person with laughs and laughs. im juz gonnna smile u cn do wadever u guys want to do.i dont care anymore! i admit!i dont fucking care so i shall not hear tat she like to do like that one she like to do like this; im weak at friendships cos i know there is why i know myself for wad i am now friendships do come and go but 4 me that doesnt mean a thing to me until today.you want to go you go. im fine with it but im juz gna miss you tats all. thanks azlynn 4 making me like this.dont worry i will not blame you for wad has happened i will jus accept it as a bad dream. remember nothing will ever come out from me now onwards. im just going to be a loner like abdullah said. a loner who going to be changed for her entire life thanks abdullah for creating such a nice word for me. i appreciate it. im just fucking pissed off.. i need time alone to think tink of wads gonna become of me in the near future when im changed! ive never made any harsh decision in my life before, until today came along.
Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:02 PM
hello.. i think im like gonna blog for once a month as im always busy and etc. well sch reopen now and i swear it SUCK! its like wtf siaa? aiyo.. all i can say now is that i dont really like the surroundings arnd me. it SUCK too. oh god. when will they ever change? sec 4 is tough man.especially maths. i rather die then understanding maths my love LIFE sux la. drifting away each day.. no more chance liao lor.. suan ler suan ler bahh.. and todayy.. someone made me angry by saying ehh aminah y u sit alone? loner arh? fucking angry when ppl call me loner. i hate it very much. nice rite abdullah the punch i gave him was fucking hard till his eyes got tears. when topaz calmed me i felt relax abit. sit alone called loner mehh? asshole.like no better things to do. one more pain in the ass was looking at my english and cme teacher call mr WOO WAI SENG ROGER. another asshole nothing better to do besides nosing arnd. wad we do,whr we go,wad are we eating all those stupid holes questions which have a proper answer.he with his BOTAK HAIR AND FUGLY SPECS. thats how ppl reminds of him assholes.pain in the ass.. its been 2 and half months liao lor.. quick come la.. i buay tahan alr. do it upside down man.i wanna feel it. lol.=D |
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