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Monday, January 19, 2009 9:24 PM
sch as usual. pain in the ass afternoon group study went well until early evening. wad shud i say..hmm..FUCK! tats the word! decided to prank a friend of mine then prank alr. wahh..si beh song.. all old stories which i dont undastand all come out.thanks alot ah eh. pukimak kau ah eh sial sume tolak kat aku be aku jadi sasaran. made an agreement with myself today that i will nt bother boud anyone anymore as said by ilana i love shouting and etc.bud noe wad?,from today onwards there will be no more shouting,no more advice,no more scoldings,juz nth la. that way is the best la hor..keep quiet and juz do my fucking stuffs alone. anyway i did all that bcos i simply want the bestest for everyone and i did it for no fcuking reason.ok maybe im abit too loud at times.but heyy!! u shud noe my family background wad. its all the shouting kind. so wad am i supposed to be? soft? asshole! 7-8 pages of msg repeating about the past come on la its all grudges. SIMPLY GRUDGES! mother fucker u dont like me the way i am say la. keep keep until sth happened then spill everything out. fucking heart pain. so ppl if u notice that im change tis is the reason why.. show care to others but take it forgranted. i learnt it mann.. thanks alot. im no more gonna be the person with laughs and laughs. im juz gonnna smile u cn do wadever u guys want to do.i dont care anymore! i admit!i dont fucking care so i shall not hear tat she like to do like that one she like to do like this; im weak at friendships cos i know there is why i know myself for wad i am now friendships do come and go but 4 me that doesnt mean a thing to me until today.you want to go you go. im fine with it but im juz gna miss you tats all. thanks azlynn 4 making me like this.dont worry i will not blame you for wad has happened i will jus accept it as a bad dream. remember nothing will ever come out from me now onwards. im just going to be a loner like abdullah said. a loner who going to be changed for her entire life thanks abdullah for creating such a nice word for me. i appreciate it. im just fucking pissed off.. i need time alone to think tink of wads gonna become of me in the near future when im changed! ive never made any harsh decision in my life before, until today came along. |
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