Thursday, February 26, 2009 12:51 AM

mummy daddy,u really have been hurting me too much alr.
i really cnnt tahan.
please stop!
thanks to you guys that im suffering from depression.
dont push me alr.i cannot take ot alr.stop comparing wuth the others.
ive been crying alot lately and its too much!
i dont want cry alr.it really hurts like only god knows.
i dont undastand y u are doing this even im crying now.
why ahh?
wad i do?
i dont undastand y u hate me so much?
wahh u really treat me like a stranger leh today,u dont allow me eat and all that.
im ur daughter lehh nt not step daughter lehh.
im listening to the song sudirman ayah dan ibu.
but do you fit to be my parents ant?
i know la bcos of you i get to c the moon and the sun but u are treating me like a dog!
i swear i nvr have felt so small b4.i feel like an ant that can be step or crush anytime.
i buay tahan i swear.
u made me cry now and then thinking of today wad u did to me and ur words really hurt me deep laaa.
sakit laaaaaaaa.sakit laaa please la stop laa.
i seem like a beggar today going arnd to ask money from ppl just t0 fill my stomach.
but thanks boi for lending me money just tof ill my stomach.i appreciate it.
i really dont undastand my parents wad do they get by hurting me,not letting me eat and all
just where i went wrong?
im still wondering y u cnt be like all the other parents who treat their children good.i wanna be someone else.
i dont want to be myself.i hatemyself.i hate saying tiz but its the fact.im just ugly!!!!
damn stressed siaa...im nt lying.i need someone to talk to!!!!!
omg!='''''''(((((((((