Thursday, March 5, 2009 11:20 PM

aiya...thers nt a day by without stress arhh..boringg sial.
i cnnt pull through already.im very weak.im nt like last time la.
u c me play2 but u gt see nt i struggling for my studies?
u dont rite?
as i told ur all alr i will never show it to ur all only result slip only.
ur all still dont believe that im now intrested in my studies rite?
wad else must i do?
u noe tat i simply cnnt study at home unless theres no one arnd.
cause when i study i hate ppl to comment on me tiz la tat la.and i noe u love doing so until i close my book.and i hate it very very much!
i swear to god!
cos u kept hurting and hurting me again and again.maybe u dont realised tat im hurt bcos im always outside or i simply dont show it?
do u noe tat i always go out bcos i always wanted to prevents fights and misundastandings at home.u dont realised tat do you?
i noee..u just an ass who only cares boud u,urself and only urself.u are very selfish u noee..
i really wished tat u have read tiz siaa.i fucking hate blogging boud my parents siaa but i cant help it siaa..u are the only ones tat hurt me the most.i simply hate home !
ur all cnnt tell rite?
i noee bcos ur all never never undastands us.cb!u think ur laptop big arh?
u want c ant bcos of tat laptop we can be enemy.i fucking hate u siaa mummy.u never undastand me.u only how to make me cry only tats it.its been a long time since u saw me cry silently rite?
what did u did when u saw me crying silently last time?
u gave me rubbish! u dint even bother!really sad siaa..
i want cherry....i really want her...
i miss her like hell!!
what else can i say?
hai..all i noe is tat im very weak alr to fight but he will never be over cos u only see me as a hopeless girl who has no future ahead.
i want to talk to ms kc.been a long time since i talk to her.
lets see..the last time i talk to her one to one i cried for like 1 hr plus.
i also donnoe how she make me stop or maybe im tired i stop myself.
cocked up siaa..
im seriously behind time siaa got to catch upp aloooooottttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!