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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 11:00 PM
countdown to N levels is 166 days away mann..stressful siaa.. haiss..so far what have i done is just revise abit,study abit,sleep,eat,smoke more and more. omg!! the numbers on the board is scaring me like shit! seriously i think im nt even ready for it at all im nt doing enuf to meet the criteria.and i find no encouragement from anyone yet mann. parents has been telling me how difficult is life without studies which make me damn irritated its like its nt them who is sitting for the paper lorr..its me ehh..me! ur all only want face! i noe la im nt good enuf compared to ur cousins lorr..but im trying hard here. its nt that i dont want its juz that i need to put in more effort than usual. studying does nt need to be reminded now and then its from the heart.cos everybody wants sth in life! theres no one who is born to do nth.everybody wants to be recognised. theres a number of things i want to achieve in life like getting a good job which pays me more than 2.8k.which i noe what is the right job for me in my situation. 2nd-my parents to be happy.nomore hard life. 3rd-a nice family , home , courier , generations thats about it.nt much rite ? i noee..thats basically wad everbody wnts in life.what is life when u have alot of money yet no happiness? maybe boys can la for one night stands. but could that last long? no rite. to my love-do takecare of urself kayy..u have been ill the past few days. SCHOOL WAHH..damn angry sia.. they forward of the bell rng time by 1 min 40 secs siaa.. made me damn angry i was walking lehhh...then the bell ring.. wahh kanina too much. NG TIONG NAM! U ARE TOO MUCH! DONT LET ME DO STH TO YOU HOR GAY! WALK LIKE AN ASSHOLE! DO YOU NOTICE NOT ARH?? its like my watch is chun chun sch time siaa.. and it has nt changed abit until my sixth yr in this fucking school thanks a million to the new principal. time is precious!and thats wad everybody do not have! get it?? i dont mind if u lackened the recess time and dismissal time, this u forward the time of sch bell lehh.. get scolding free2 siaa from teachers and especially mr fong who loves to pick on me. come on la.ive changed! cant ur all see?? what past is past can? put the past behind us and start on a fresh new life. im turning over a new leaf. oh yaa....i wanna drink mannn...been a long time since i have a dead drunk feeling. my girls please fixed a date okayy..?? love ya to the mars..i wanna shake2 laa..suppliers whr on earth have ur all been arh?? come to mummy plss..i need it yaww.. im gaining weight siaa..  |
the girl who learnt  mint eighteen i hate liars.simply cant stand them i smoke.i drink.i dance.i study.i work.
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