Sunday, April 12, 2009 12:58 AM

for the first time i miss my homies.
felt very different without them around.used to meet everyday alr wad then suddenly nvr meet for 2 straight days like very weird for me la..
hahas.kept msgin ben tat i miss him and stuffs and he said monday meet lor.then i replied said okay with a sad face .then after a few mins he called and said wanna meet me. i was overjoyed lehh.ehehe...=)
i noe he cant see me suffer from nt seeing him..hahaha..idk la.just creating it up.lol
to rahim who loves me very much.i can sense ur love but u are too far for me.
i really miss u very much.i waited for you but the feeling for me towards you is nt like last time already.it has faded cos u made me waited for you for more than a yr..but im glad u cntact me at last.im truly sory my heart is filled for someone i love and i will be waiting even it will take a decade.im willing to wait for you..=)
love is blind!
todayy..
springed cleaning my room until my sis got a nice beating from me until she cries like a baby arhh..never ever my sis cries and dint fortell me for the first time.i feel so proud. give her too much face alr until all my temper rise out of control beat her till i out of control arh until my bro in the room came and stop. who ask her dontwant pick up her stuffs.one thing about me,when i clean the house make sure nothing is on the floor or else i will go bonkers.want to sweep the floor very difficult mahh holding a broom on one hand and the other hand want to pick up stuffs.for my sister case is she kept on asking me to wait while she eats her fucking breakfast like fuck!
and i have not even touch any food since i woke up hor.i straight away get up shout the fucking whole house asking people to wake up, to ask my mum cook,my sis to wash the socks which she dont want to do at all.my sister is simply so sucky ! everything also ppl must do for her like shes a fucking queen like fuck! she cannot auto everything also must ppl ask her do want! wonder how is she gna live when she has her own house maybe a rubbish dump will be good.i even told my mum that this june she dosen go to work im gna chase her out of the room.bcos she has never faced what is hard life and what is failing.so i want her to feel how others feel when they are in diff positions.i really hope that my beating to her did wake her up.nt alot but abit can alr la..shes like 15 and never ever done her own things before like ironing her own fucking clothes,washing her own bra,her school socks,picking up her stuffs and many many more i tell you.just try staying in my house for a day and u will noe how absurd can she be.
anyway im supposed to blog about myself ended up talking bout that blood sucker.what an ass..angry mahh..haiyoo..then at afternoon go down went to meet lychee and bf and darling to smoke without bathing hor with the sweat and stuffs.smelly i think slack awhile then go up to bath cos wanted to study.ended up as per normal dint lorr..haiss...slack with yuzhan and gang talk abit of rubbish todayy nt so muchh then went to meet an old friend.so cute la she.pregnant lehh 7 mths already..i simply love pregnant mothers idk why.maybe i find them very cute thats why..hehe..then met homies.