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Sunday, April 5, 2009 2:49 AM
 u stayed yesterday with me made my love for you grew stronger although i know its impossible between us.i simply just want ur love.tats all im asking for not much. just ur love thats the least i can ask for.dont ever judge me for the way i am.judge me for what i am. i guessed u still u dont know who is the real me but u know my strenghts and weaknesses which is weird.haa.. saturday for me turn out to be very boring alr. usually saturdays are fun but now i find it very boringgg.. supposed to go to work today suddenly students called up and say nt feeling well. i was like wtf?? this means my pay is going to be late again. im like fucking broke right now. no money le for the week.. wonder how am i gna survive? then decide to study.study lan arhh..asking ben and greg to study is the same as asking a illiterate person to read.they dont want study arhh..i evn tell them tiz.if u r not doing tiz for me atleast study for ur gf's sake la..then came out their rubbish.greg was.my gf first from the top,me le? first from the bottom.and there i go hitting him nt to say such stuffs again cos i myself has been through wads retaining like? and it sucks okayy...everybody will treat us very differently.like kept on critisizing but for me i tahan until here i am in sec 4 taking my n levels tiz yr.unlike all my other frens gave up and cnnt tahan teachers nagging and critisism and ended up leaving sch with a sec2 leaving cert.and mostly now are jobless and working in F&B line.wasted rite? i dont want my friends to be ended up that way.if i still can push them i will try my best to push. ben part was.aiyaa..if i fail tiz yr.i want stop sch take private and i was like lan arh..no point taking private if ur heart is nt there.seriously no point taking private.the after much of talking and smoking ben and greg went to ahma place to have dinner.while me sat there and waited for ilana to come back cum reading my F&N notes.ca2 coming le.so fast.then slack awhile more then go home watch too fast too furious.funn..best! then go down again slack.eat.smoke and smoke till coughing like fuck.change of taste todayy to menthol lehh.tats why cough. haa.. and here i am being a nite owl watching over my loved ones slping.. like reaaal.....hahahahaha.ilana forever hiding herself under her blanket.syaqinah forever tdo terngnga means open mouth when slp.ben forever scratching all over, alnin snore smoothly when slp.greg forever open his legs and slp.like reaaaal only arhh..ahhaaha. bored laaaa..going to be 330am nvr slp.siao arhh....hahah too bored le.. oh yaa...i hate past noww..i fucking hate it.as in 2-3 yrs ago.     |
the girl who learnt  mint eighteen i hate liars.simply cant stand them i smoke.i drink.i dance.i study.i work.
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