Saturday, May 9, 2009 1:02 AM

hmm..i donno where i should start?
there are sad ones and happy ones.
maybe i should start with the sads ones.aiyaa..combine la.
on thursday night went cycling with homies.that includes ben,alnin.syaqinah,yong rong and me!
the usual 5 of us.ate seafood for dinner their treat.got their pay mahh..serangoon garden hawker centre not chomp2.=( i prefer chomp2 food.nicer. then decided to find multi carparks to wash alnin bike cos he wanted to spray the next day.then went serangoon carpark.wahh very tiring siaa go up the steep slope! but was worth it cos the spectacular view was nice.it was empty though.camwhored for a while and went off..thenn...riding back to ave 8 saw baby at bustop.dint stop or wadevaa bcos was angry with him for not contacting me the whole day except for at night which was few mins before i saw him at bustop.ignored baby and went to 7 eleven to buy ben ciggies.then baby came running towards me.was shocked cos thought that baby was going somewhere. baby looks different then his usual self.i ignored.then was talking to baby bout baby lost his phone just after minutes baby called me.and i was like wtf.talking and talking suddenly i smelt a stench! something that i hate the fucking most and it came from his fucking breath.fucking pissed and asked did he do anything? baby dint answered and i ask him to blow his breath on me instead he kemam(tighten his lips together) and dint want to talk.i blew up and almost wanted to slap baby but i tahan i shouted at him instead and snatch his shirt and gold chain.and this occurs infront of 7 eleven mind you.fucking pissed.ask him why he did it? said was stressed. i was like wtf? and he took the stupid dumb fucking thing before his phone was lost okay.i was like saying to him that im here wad..anything u can confide in me why must take? its a confirm that when he high that time his partner must have taken it la.its so obvious! then he started scolding me vulgarities as if it was my fault! walked away as do not want to fight any further cos homies was there.dont want them to know my true colours.


andd now im feeling regret for shouting at you baby.
you know that i did it out of concern and anger.
baby ar.. you promised me siaa you wont take it anymore.
end up you take it again.not fair siaa..baby is never changing..
now im worried for you and miss you very much.
everytime i miss you i called ur phone to listen to your voicemail.
and yest i kept calling just to listen to your voicemail until it was fulled.
baby ar..im so sorry.forgive me can?
please...i do treasure us.my words yesterday dint mean a thing cos i was mad at you.
come back to me.without you i feel incomplete.
waiting for ur call is like waiting for me to get attached again siaa..
call me soon k baby??




HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA CHEE JIA HUI!!!!
LOVE YOU..





actually theres alot more of things i wanted to post about but lost interest cos thinking to hard boud baby already.haisss

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