Sunday, May 3, 2009 5:07 AM

im fucking angry now!
wahh CB!
i did my coursework for like 4 hrs and POOF!
GONE SIAA...
bloody swine..i feel like throwing away my fucking com siaa..useless!
asshole!
lucky me i got all jotted down!
angry till i cry like fuck arh.till mum wke up and asked wad happened.
told her wad happened then end up blame me.fucking angry still add salt to injury..wahh fuck!
cocked up siaa..
knn..i really hate my life.
when i wanted that really sth it always turnout the other way..
cb!
omg!
im like so lagged behind already somemore my comm make it worsed!!
im stress siaa....omg!
whoever is willing to take my place for a day i would willingly give siaa..omg....
stress la sial...
n level u know...omg!!
its like its in the fucking morning now and here i am blogging bout this shit that just happened!
its worsed than shit i think.
angry.angry.aarrgghhhh!!!
syaitan! iblis! anak suar!
listening to some raihan songs now to cool me down..and breathe properly cos my whole shirt is full of mucus! cried like hell la fuck!
this really means alot to me siaa..
and its gone!just a blink of an eye!!
cool uhh??
stupid god damn fucking bitch computer.
pimps everywhere on the face due to not enough sleep mann!
i hate pimples mpre than anything else.
im hating mum now like fuck!and im seriously having depression.
mum caught me talking to myself for afew times already.
and im abit afraid of it cos i dont wanna be like last time.becos of stress become like this.
i banged my head on the wall also never realise.cool?
theres alot of my past that people dont know and im letting it out one by one..
i really dont want to be like last time cos its gonna hurt everybody to see the condition that im gonna be.

ok enough already.
i wanna have breakfast.
im hungry.
meeting homies at 7am.
donnoe they all can get up or not?
i really hope they can cos im fucking hungry.
been hitting on redbull since just now.haha.syaqinah taught me that.and it really works mann..thats why im still awake until now..i took two cans of it.and i actually really hate too sweet too sour too bitter or wadeva the taste is la cos i find it disgusting and i dont believe that i just swallowed two cans of very sweet drink!