well i wanna blog about this guy up here.
he is in indonesia.
and he's my love.
he says he loves me and i believe it.
the problem that i have is that he so far.
the question on my mind.
are we fated?
just finish talking him over the phone.
he called and say he misses me very much.
and i also said tht i miss him too..very..
how we get to noe each other?
well for me it was love at first sight!
i love him from the beginning alr.
well went to bintan for cip.
fun arhh i tell youu..i wanna go again..but this time round if possible nt with mr fong! hes furious!
it was a 4day 3night stay.
everything was beautiful.especially the sunset.
we can never get sunsets in singapore mind u people.
at first he dint want to talk to me as he was shy.can tell.
i wonder if indonesians men are shy..
hmm..cant be cos at pasar mlm i see them shouting everywhere but diff ppl diff attitude.
before i separate which was the last day of stay with him i left him a name card of mine.
self made!
hehe..
waited for months no replies.no msges no calls.nth!
decided to give up and on the way through then he sms me and that was on 7 of april 2009.
imagine how long i waited ..teeheehee..
i waited for almost 10 mths.
and when i get to know its him.i was overjoyed!
overjoyed till i shouted arhh..im sure syaqinah would remember how it happened.
i was fucking noisy and abit confused on the languange hes using cos indonesia and malaysia speaking is diff.we are more to malaysia style of speaking.
this is the first msg he sent me-
indahnya manusia
kerana akhlak;
indah cinta
kerana sayang;
indah malam
kerana bulan;
indah persahabatan
kerana kejujuran ;
indah kehidupan
kerana teman indah(diriku)
kerana ada dirimu..

means..
humans are beautiful because of their well being;
love is beautiful because of love;
the night is beautiful because of the moon;
friendship is beautiful because of trustworthy;
living life is beautiful because of beautiful friends
beautiful friends because i have friends like you..

wee..im overjoyed mann..
haha.
i love him but im confused!
hes far..
i feel lucky though hes far at least im being loved..
he's simple,hardworking village boy..



and i wanted to post a lil sth for my friends who have lost their way through relationships.
be strong.!
after rain theres always sunshine.my darling quote..
theres no room for weakness
okay laureen?
dont keep on sobbing.
sobbing wont solve anything.
dont worry im always here no matter what
be it storm or blazing hot sun
or even the rainbows..
=)
in happy or sad times..
im here.always..u choose..
okay friends..
i love you all as much as i love my ciggarettes.