Friday, July 3, 2009 1:33 AM

i know that we are not that serious.but spare a thought for me will ya?
putting up guys pictures on msn and claiming that thats ur friend?
common la! ive played this trick before.god!
im alr so stressed up somemore u add salt to the injury.
you have changed.
you are not the one i used to have.ive lost you.lost you in many ways.
maybe im in the wrong! i shouldnt be in a relationship with you as i always know that love hurts and the word love is a lie! to me it doesnt exists!
ive always hate it since my first love left me and from there i believed that love doesnt exists!
its all fake and fiction!
and now im wondering getting close to cousins is also very difficult.
its a guy..when we care too much he would ignore and when we dont care he would find and when i replied he went silent and never come back.weird uhh.cacat!
haiss..my company is still the best!

bored bored bored!


N LEVELS DONT COME NEAR PLEASE!
its giving me depression that i cant take too much if not i will go crazy.
im not doing enough for you!
im not ready at all.
can i retain for another year?
i wouldnt mind cos this is my life.
i dont care what people will think.this is my life that im gna lead not theirs.
its my path not theirs.i will set it straight and not crooked!
i wanna be smart!
feeling very very very worried!*shivers